Why be so nervous to see my boy
Grew up and realized feelings weren’t toys
It’s not sentimental, the shadow in the wake
Can’t forget what you’re putting at stake
You make me shake
This is
heartbreak
The things I see, the things I love
Why be so nervous to see my boy
Grew up and realized feelings weren’t toys
It’s not sentimental, the shadow in the wake
Can’t forget what you’re putting at stake
You make me shake
This is
heartbreak
You make it hard
for me to stay
Holidays feel
like just another day
When I said what I said
you ignored me
Like a million bats
were swarming
I’m not a fan of saying
it isn’t fair
But why can’t we be like them
them, and there
Those flowers I bought
I bought for myself
Absence makes the heart
feel nothing else
Skeptical for no reason
Ambivalent for my age
We walk separate steps
We move in the same stage
It grows and it grows
This fondness of mine
It’ll destroy and decay
Gently over time
Perhaps violently
Instead of my reasons
Your soft embrace
Comes and goes like the seasons
Apathy forms
A looming cloud
You know just how
To make me proud
Please say those words aloud
We like to dance like that
Look cool from the back
Swallow up straight Jack
Drinks in the summertime
Shade where it’s hollow
Find time to serenade the bees
Always seem to be in-between
The timing is always nice
It’s crisp, it’s softly precise
Don’t think twice
Your face is fine
Don’t think twice
Your skin peels slow
Like layers on a vine
Left the car engine running
Had to take hourly pills
Left the backseat down
For little teenage thrills
Arcades and champagne
Arguing till dawn
Half past two o clock
Apathy makes me yawn
A skilled spirit
A whiskey double shot
A grapefruit smoothie
Some like it hot
It’s worth it
It’s not worth it
It’s worth it
It’s not worth it