The things I see, the things I love
I’ll see you in every cup of coffee
I’ll miss you so
The way you quietly lied in my bed
The twitch of a finger
Together we reached
A world beyond us two
And I’d be lying if I didn’t say
That I’ll forever miss you
I couldn’t take the panic
You were filled with distrust
But I miss looking at your face
And feeling insatiable lust
You could have been the one
But you dropped the ball
You could have been the one
We could’ve had it all
Nobody will ever love you like I have
It’s true, but you can play it safe
A rush of blood through a cardiac valve
Time spent by the El Dorado lake
The housewife me would bake you sweets
Anything you want to enjoy
She’d think your clothes were really neat
She’d walk with grace and intricate poise
You told me I walked classy
It stuck with me like a tide
I couldn’t tell if you were being sassy
But god, I knew I was in for the ride
You’re a very bad guy
So charismatic it makes me bleed
I find you where I least expect
All I wanted was to be someone you need
But you didn’t understand how you did affect
My moods, my mind, my aching back
You hurt me in every which way
The dawn comes slow and stays like plaque
I’ve been up late calling your name
You’re just the same
But god, I knew I was in for the ride
He loves me
He loves me not
I’m cutting fresh, wet apricots
In the passenger seat
Photographs of outside
I wish I was taking them of you
Can I own you
Can I have you
Sweet in my basin
Voluntary, but you want to stay
You want to stay
In the passenger seat
I want to say
I want to stay
I want
When the stars align
I won’t think of you
I’ll no longer be with you
No more plans of our honeymoon
It started with a crisp green apple
And you, riding on your jet black bike
Overdosing on Percocet
Calling me for help
Over and over again
Pink dresses and lavish decor
With you I knew I always wanted more
Like fountains and the ocean, sea breeze
You stand and I fall to my knees
Over and over again
No more plans of our honeymoon
We’re filing our divorce papers soon
I can’t help but think is it my fault
But you were the one tearing me apart
Over and over again
I won’t think of you
You’re on my mind
It’s true
I’m deeply in love with you
Nothing can change the ways I long for you in the night
The thought of you
It makes me blue
I want you to be mine too
Rugged sex appeal, in the dark
You make your way around the room
Out of nervousness I laugh and curl my hair
Tell you to go on, head upstairs
This rapture we have is so divine
I’m thinking it’s the wine
But I haven’t drank any and you’re as gorgeous as can be
Truly
It’s true
I’m deeply in love with you