The things I see, the things I love
Your and my eyes
Dripping thighs
Cool, let the curtain blow
Always enclosed
Rapture happens
I’ll fall asleep in the falling snow
Weirdness and children
Secrets safe within the past
Don’t want you to notice that part
Waiting and waiting
For me to just wake up
Stop tearing my life apart
It feels like you’re pulling teeth
Laying in bed with me
I miss your character
I miss your strength
I never saw your love for me as particularly strong
But I missed the boat there
You probably had my back there
And if I knew I would have cared
Sweet solace, forgiveness
The forbidden tongue
Forever paying for my bad decisions
Your skeptical eye drawn upon me
Dangerous, vigorous
Gentle enough to kiss like broad daylight
With you I want to spend all of my nights
You will never wake up and forgive me
And you don’t have the characteristics I require
But if the timing is dire
I say let’s bend the wire
I’ll come back for you
I’ll come back for you
A word to the man that refused to go to the park with me
We had fun in the white gazebo didn’t we
Your complaints running wild about the wood
Me, just happy that came by you could
I’m trapped in a lustful zone of hostility
I want you terribly under the covers with me
A word to the man who won’t listen to anybody else’s music
You were my muse for so many months
I wore heels just for you because I wanted to be pretty
I wanted you to recognize that I was your girl
Soft and gentle, like the morning sea
You lied there deeply embedded in bed with me
You were so quiet I was afraid to talk
But I spelled out my love as if It was in chalk
A word to the man who thinks he’s badass
You’re a memory I’ll never forget
And when it’s cold outside, when it’s wet
Ending things with you I will regret
I’ll see you in every cup of coffee
I’ll miss you so
The way you quietly lied in my bed
The twitch of a finger
Together we reached
A world beyond us two
And I’d be lying if I didn’t say
That I’ll forever miss you
I couldn’t take the panic
You were filled with distrust
But I miss looking at your face
And feeling insatiable lust
You could have been the one
But you dropped the ball
You could have been the one
We could’ve had it all
Nobody will ever love you like I have
It’s true, but you can play it safe
A rush of blood through a cardiac valve
Time spent by the El Dorado lake
The housewife me would bake you sweets
Anything you want to enjoy
She’d think your clothes were really neat
She’d walk with grace and intricate poise
You told me I walked classy
It stuck with me like a tide
I couldn’t tell if you were being sassy
But god, I knew I was in for the ride
You’re a very bad guy
So charismatic it makes me bleed
I find you where I least expect
All I wanted was to be someone you need
But you didn’t understand how you did affect
My moods, my mind, my aching back
You hurt me in every which way
The dawn comes slow and stays like plaque
I’ve been up late calling your name
You’re just the same
But god, I knew I was in for the ride